To the max.
Work: Taking up too much time. Employees not taking responsibility. Tension-filled atmosphere.
School: 17 credit hours. Constantly behind. Bored with my major.
APO: Defense mechanism up. Don't feel like an important part of the group. Not as fun as once was.
Bills: Too many. Not enough money. Need a new computer. Can't get one. Things poppuing up left and right that need to be paid. Start paying off school loans in nine months. Scary thought.
Body: Giving out on me. Trying to get sick. Constant excruciating back pain. Gained 5 lbs. Pants not fitting. Not enough sleep.
Future: Nursing school pending. Moving back in with parents (ugh) to Brighton (double ugh). Job hunting starts in two months.
Friends: No time to see them. Trying not to take frustrations out on them but being incredibly unsuccessful. No such thing as a best friend right now, highly discouraging.
Family: Still not talking between parents and aunt. Extremely discouraging. Not extremely close to any of them right now. Ick.
Relationships: Something that I know I desire one day but right now not enough time or emotional well to give to someone else. Selfish.
Leisure time: What the hell is this?! That's a foreign concept almost.
Frustrated and getting worn out.....is there a break in sight?!